MY OWN WOMAN

YOU CAN’T PULL ME DOWN

I AM STRONGER THAN

YOU THINK I AM.

YOU CAN’T BRING ME DOWN

I AM NOT THAT WEAK GIRL

YOU USE TO KNOW.

YOU CAN’T WEIGH ME DOWN

I’VE OVERCOME  

YOUR HOLD OVER ME.

YOU CAN’T STOP ME

FROM CHASING MY DREAMS

I CAN DO WELL ON MY OWN.

I AM MY OWN WOMAN

YOU CAN’T DESTROY MY LIFE

YOU’VE DONE 

THE WORST YOU COULD.

YOU CAN’T STOP ME

FROM BEING ME

I WILL ALWAYS BE ME, ADERONKE.

I AM MY OWN WOMAN

I AM STRONGER NOW

I AM WISER NOW

I’VE DISCOVERED STRENGTH

I NEVER KNEW I HAD

I AM NOW UNBREAKABLE.

SO, YOU CAN STOP DREAMING

YOU CAN STOP BOOSTING

I CAN STAND WITHOUT YOU.

I AM MY OWN WOMAN

I CAN BE ME WITHOUT YOU

I CAN BE ALL I EVER HOPE

WITHOUT YOU.

DON’T YOU DARE TO THINK

I NEED YOU TO CHEER ME

STOP FEELING THAT WAY

I AM MY OWN WOMAN

I AM STRONGER NOW

I AM WISER NOW

I’VE DISCOVERED STRENGTH 

I NEVER KNEW I HAD

I AM MY OWN WOMAN!

Dear God

father, please forgive me.i just dont understand the world.please remind me always the reason i am here on earth.i told my self not to cry but, tears is always so very close to my eyes, they run down with heavy drops without seeking for my approval, they are so used to my beckon and calling that i need not call out to them before they leave their ever so filled and ready reserviour to swim down my valley face, shaped like the rock moses had smitten at meribah.

when i cry, i want you to know that it is not out of disbelief in you, it is out of pain and regrets for the road once taken but, that not withstanding, i believe in you, i trust in your judgement and i am reminded once again that it is not about me but, rather it is all about you, its all about your love, mercy and compassion and it is most importantly all about your plan for; the plans God makes are wise, and they always succeeds! 

BLOGS DAIRY

Everyday

I worry

with wishes

of owning

my own blog

with posts

of my opinion

about life.

I so wish everyone

around the world

read this now

its my dairy

the dairy

from my past

with echoes of the nights

its the voice

of someone

in the desert